April 19 2011 Tuesday- How was yesterday and today.?

Hey guys yesterday was a simple day, just woke up around 10 am played baloono and then watched some t.v then got readiii cuz i was supposed to go to the movies and see incidious with my sister and mother.. so it started at 2:40 and we got out at 4:30.. tht movie was soooo scaryy :/ i covered my eyes majority of the movie.!!  It was scary.. but when we were coming in my mom had tripped and fell on the stairs nd spilled alot of popcorn.. it was hilarious. But yea went home and watchd utube vids nd etc.. also reliked my 8th grade crush all over now :/ Idk wht to do.??? but yea then for todayy im just gonna  home if i do something i'll post a post.

Friday April 15th 2011- Audri How was your day.?+ SPRING BREAK!!

Helluu today was gud i guess?? Woke up around 6 i was starving.. but didnt eat got ready left my house by 7  got to school and started off a long first period morning. Then second period was kinda bad... :/ Uhh pretty much didnt like today at school. When school was over i didnt see Ernesto before he left (My crush/lover) But anyways.... Yea there were cops outside of school because they heard people were suspossed to fight... b.c i guess it was spring break.. But yea starting Monday its spring break.. idk what im going to do.. I want to do something!!! But yeah still waiting for ernesto to reply to my message.  :/ he wasnt on at all yesterday so i guess he didnt see it. buttt yea. :/ idkkk ttyl tho!!

Whoah?!? Im daring ;)

So i sent a message to my crush, and im gonna tell him i like him..

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Monday April 11th 2011- Audri...??!!! WTF!! + HELP ME!!

Helloo im sorry but i only post on the days i have something to write about.. BTW!! And ive said this before.. Ok so today was ok. Woke up around 6 and then did what i had to do to get ready.. Then i got dressed and went to school the morning was fine Ernesto (my new crush/love) didnt say anything to me :o  it was kinda sad.. but i always feel this tension between us.. For the whole day he didnt say a word to me. OMG tell me what i should do guys idk what to do.? Should i say something.?? do something.??  formspring me!! idkkk. But yea the rest of the day was fine..... So at the end of the day he i think was watching me come back inside because i had missed my bus today at school... But anyways.. yea i wrote on Facebook that " you should talk to me more, cause you go the whole day without saying a word to me..... Do you guys think that'll do anything.. were friends on facebook... so he'll c iht.?? idkk but formspring me cause idk what to do!!! HELP!! 

Thursday, April 7th 2011- Audri how was your day?

Hello guys, Im sorry i didnt blog yesterday but yesterday was pretty boring anyways.. did really nothing. had school and im still in hairdressing so my day was kinda boring.. So today woke up around 6 ish like always cause i have to in order to get ready for school!! But anyways was really late so i was mad... But when i got to school it was pretty quiet don't know why but what ever.  Had really nothing to do today it was alota bleh today.. today this girl did my acrylics and (one of my best friends) it looked pretty good at first but as soon as i got home they looked realllyy bad. i took them off really quick and now my nails look horrible :( Wah but whatevs met a trans sexual today on baloono. im so addicted to that game i barely go no youtube anymore :( but im bouta go on you tube when im done with this.. ok i guess that's it for today ok bye guys :)

April 5th 2011 Tuesday- Audri how was your day.?

I didnt blog yesterday because i didnt really do anything at all. Hello guys today i woke up around 6 to find ants everywhere!! Now before your minds wonder into dirt.. my house my room is NOT dirty its just because of the season... there's no more mud and they love water so they come inside.!! and my house pretty much attracts them the most.. so i pretty much was scared and everything.. Then after that i went to school had hairdressing again!!.. switching back to academics on monday.. BTW ok so went to school was like bored all day. Then i left. came home went to go pee and saw tons of ants surrounding me! i got up pulled my pants up so fast and ran out screaming... called my mom and she told my sister to vacumn them for us. so she did but now like a couple hours later she went back and said there were still more.. i dont know how im going to go to bed. knowing these things can climb!! im scared my mom went to home depot to get things to kill ants!! Life saver!! alrite thats its for today Bye guys :)

Preparing for that thing we call. S P R I N G!/F21

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Saturday April 2nd 2011- Audri What are you doing.?

Hellooo guysss right now im waiting for my baby sisterS!! to come (will post pictures of them later!!)  but yes there mother is taking forever to bring them :(.. i havent seen her since her birthday which was in janurary. and its now april :( but when she comes were going to go to devon in mlford to take her to Mcdonalds land so she can play and eat ;') will take video and pictures so you guys can see cause shes obviously gonnna make me go up with her in the playhouse.. :( but w.e ill do anything to make my sister happy :) But anyways im just waiting for her... and then later will come back and she'll play with the stuff my mom bought her.. i think it was bubbles, and playdough and stuff i'll post a picture RQ! 1 minute....

^ sorry its so small!!



Ok bye guys will blog laterr!

I want the I-PHONE 4!!

Hello, i dont know if its just me but i really REALLY really!! want the i-phone 4 new edition!!

And every I-phone 4 needs a place to call home by getting a BEAU-TI-FUL phone case!!

The phone case i WANT/NEED!! =)

Friday April 1st 2011- Audri how was ur day.?

Hey guys Happy April fools day! I had lots of them today.. kind of annoying. So this morning woke up around 6 ish went to get my phone and then did my routine in the morning. im still in shop so nothing much happened today. :( i already miss academics... soo today when i got to school we pretty much had labs for a while i was tired and had alergies :( wanted to go home so bad then after that we went to hairdressing to start our day. I first had nothing to do because when i walked in my teacher wasnt here so we had a sub and i basically just sat did a journal and waited for her to come back meanwhile i was asked to do someones hair so i curled kim kardashian curls on her but then she took it upon herself and fixed up some twists in the front of her hair :( i was so mad at her lol. Then after that i worked in mebas hair  fixed it for her. Then we had lunch.. i was so hungry!!!! Lmao.. like nevr before hungry.. so we ate then waited to leave went back to hair dresssing. did acrylics for this one girl took an 1 hr and 30 mins to do. then it was time to go so i cleaned and then left... got on my bus and todai i almost tripped again... Wahh but w.e today when i got offf the bus it was raining again. :'( it was ugly out.. but i guess thats it bye guys!!

OOTD(outfit of the day) 3/9/11 -sorry its so lateee-

Top- T.J maxx

Unter top- black tank top from target

Pants- Black leggings from Kohls

Shoes- Black flats from Payless

Thursday March 31st 2011- Audri How was your day?

Hey guys today was okaii i guess woke up at 6 (the usual) went to go eat some nutella then went to go brush my teeth and etc hair makeup and stuff. then went to school. had hairdresssing this week and two days of next week then back to academics. so todai i didnt really do much... did my work i had to do in HC and then did my freinds hair then did my assignment which was pin curls then i cleaned and went home something really REALLY embarrasing happened to me..BTW so i moved on  pass my ex no longer will ever speak to him.... im flirting with someone else his names ernesto.. Lmao so i was walking with my friend Meba to find our bus... and so were walking towards it and i see ernersto on his bus just loking out the window i think at me.? so im like standing there trying to make myself look good as hes looking when i walk on top of this huge crack and i tripped BUT i didnt fall caus ei caugt myself i tugged and grabbed mebas arm to hard she screamed i saved myself tho and apoligized to meba! Lmao. i was ao EMBARRASED! he probably saw me. and may bring it up one day. :'( OHHH EMM GEEE. but yea found my bus after tht got on went home and now im watching t.v just got out of the shower and etc. guna go now probably go play baloono with my sister on OMGPOP.com ok byee :)

IM BACCKKKKK!

Hey guys im back! finally got my problems fixed and everything situated... well not yet! there WILL be a youtube video stating that im back!!!! and now you guys can continue with  baring with me Haha Lmao i will absolutely make lots more posts now!!! hope you guys still love me :( feel free to formspring me!!

Im so sorry for now....

Im sorry i havent blogged a post for a while but i wont be posting or on youtube or anything for a while.. its for reasons i'll explain when i get back....

Februrary 9th 2011- Audri How was your day?.

Helllu again my loves :) Today was cool. my love was here today, we were together like all day. I hate the days when hes not here.. Ok so this morning woke up at 6 sumthn. I had to pick and choose which pants to wear today.. had a hard time.. i ended up wearing my white cardigan from f21 and my polo black shirt from burlington and cackies from there to. with these flats my mom found at wal-mart for $2!!!! there cute got compliments all day. Then when i got to school i had forgot my sneakers for gym today :( (yes we still have to take gym) :/ so i couldnt play and get credit :( wahhh w.e ill make it up i think. (an the bad thing my mom told me when i got home my gym teacher had emailed her and told her i brought my grade up to a 100 to an a+ and then today it obviously got brought down b.c i had no sneakers to play :( .) oh well have gym tomorow to. Oh yeah had a half day today.. the day went by slow tho. then at the end of the day when i got on the bus i had tummy pains again :( the busride was terrible... and it was SOO cold outside getting off the bus. then i walked home.. was home alone callled my mom then went to go eat and cp and watch t.v.. after im done with this ima go shower and then do my Hmwk. and then porbably post OPI pics or something else idk..  but yesss. ok by guys. :)

Cuteeeee!! F21 shoes 2011!

Februrary 8th 2011- Audri how was your day.?

Hey guys, today was funn :) and i had a fun day with the one im becoming to love the most. hes so funny yet, sweet and kind :) (dont worry its not my ex its someone new) Ok so today i woke up at 6 sumthn i had a hard time getting up i was SOOO tired. but the fact that i kinda knew he would come to school today made me excited to go to school. ;) So went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth did my makeup and etc... got dressed had a hard time find something to do with my hair. i know what im wearing and doing tomorrow so that shall be easy tommrow. and also i have a half day so tommmrowo will go by quick :) Yeyy. so when school was over took the bus home and finially got keys to my front door so i can get in quicker now.. then when i got home went on the cp ate and etc...  After that my mom came home hours later and she suprised me with EOS lip balm im excited she got my sister the red/pink one and she got me the yellow one called, "lemon drop" thennnnnnn right no wim just makin my blog boutta get off and watch t.v and check to see if i have HMWK. ok thats it bye guys video will actually be up somtime this week end or next week. my youtube - (http://youtube.com/audrilive)

Februrary 7th 2011- Audri how was your day.?IM USING MY LABTOP... videos COMING SOON!!!

Hello guys, today was a boring day, pretty interesting yet gross, Ok so this morning i woke up at like 6:12? and then went to go brush my teeth and wahs my face and shower, then got dressed did my hair and left for school. This guy that likes me that i know of trys to so hard with me!!!! its embarrasing for me and him. Trying so hard it leads to unexspected gross things like he obviosly doesnt know me... Ok but blah bleh, anyways someone i really missed today didnt come to school my day was kinda horrible without him :'( (ill live) HaHa anyways had ALOT of homwork materfact, just finished it. Had makeup wok to do , but i forgot my science book for one of my homeworks so tomorow when i go to school gotta finish it :(. Then at last period i got called down to the princapals office she wanted tot alk about my attendence, they mistake WAYYY to much about mines, but thats seriouse stuff they need to get there shit together. ;/ but anyways after school got picked up.... had a doctors appointment for my alergie shots to start again i stopped about 5 years ago and no wim gonna start up again, so my doctor said im alergic to cats dogs, mold, dust, cokroach, tree pollen, grass and etc.. (i thnk thats it actually maybe idk...) but anyways after that my mom  took me to a storeiw as sooo cravingg juice!!! got vitamin water and went home... my mom had went to wal-mart earlier while me and my sister were at school. and she got desk-tap (to cover ugly hardware ill take a picture) also she got me a new mirror, cause my others broken... and etc... cant remember anything else.. My new room is somewhat coming together!! ;) ill record or take pictures oned ay :).. my mother told me during the weekend were ging to TJ-MAX to get picture frames for our rooms of vintagey pics and etc.. for our theme or our room. and yea :P also I FINALLY GOT WI-FI on my lbtop (im using it now)  SO now i can record bad quality videos.. for now..... and take pictures of everything yeyyyy. :/  and upload pictures more easily. :) so i'll take pictures after this of my table thats now in my room for doing homework and labtop rest. ;) also my new bed comfater and lamp :) etc.... ok so now ima go edit my youtube and i'll make a video probably tomorow or sometime this week or weekend. ;) Alrite post later BYEEE ;)



February 6th 2011- Audri What are you doing.?

Hellooo :) right now i am eating animal crackers and drinking milk :) these animal crackers ARE SOOOO bad for you :/ but w.e theyyyy'rrreee great!! >:( (awkward moment..)  but anyways i just finished eating steak and chesse it was ok.... it was pretty gross kinda in a way, But anyways me and my sister bought this thing called "Murry's steak and cheese" and made it we had to use like 5 steaks just to get a  full two sandwiches :/ sucks... and it comes with 16..w.e but it filled me up quick. Lmao.. but anyways yesterday went to go see roommate( i posted yesterday about that i was gonna go see it) it was kinda bad :/ if you ever seen orphan with the psycho little girl..that movie roommate is just like it ;/ but ended up not going to IKEA yesterday b.c it was late.. and we were all hungry and went home to cook. but bak to today. todayy were going to ikea to find bed sets for me and my sister.. and were gonna buy one. :) i'll take pictures with my camera or my sisters phone ;) when we go to there. were gonna go when my mom gets back which wont be till in 3 hours or so. But in those 3 hours i'll shower, finish my homework, and then find an outfit to wear, and probably post and OOTD for today if not im really sorry :(.) anyways that's it for at least now bye guys.

2-5-11 OOTD!!

Outer wear: Kohls

Tank top: Old Navy

Bottoms:  H&M

Shoes: Burlington coat factory (Bamboo)

Necklace: Wetseal

February 5th 2011- Audri What are you doing.?

Hey guys, so i just realized i haven't been posting any outfits F21 wise or anything like that, opi season nail polishes, or even acne/ face uses or anything like that etc.. So i will start again!! trust me i'll probably post later, cause right now my cps acting up, but anyways so right now im bout to go eat and then go find something to wear, Today im just going to see the roommate and then im going to IKEA to look at bed sets and dressers and things following that subject then will probably go look somewhere else, or  do something after that or come home, and I'll probably watch youtube videos, or such. nothing no t.v special comes on today :'( but anyways yea todays not going to be so fun or interesting, but at least im getting outta the house.I hate staying in all day... but anyways so yesterday i finally found out who i should be starting with (relationship wise) and its this kid that goes to my high school, so ive had SOOO many people tell me he likes me and stuff, so im like well he seems really cute and a nice guy, turns out HE IS! so i spent a couple days monitoring his lifestyle at school and how he gets things done in the classes hes in with me, So in one of my classes this guy told me that he wanted a kiss form me, and i thought is was so cute, i was gonna but only on the cheek cuz were not dating or anything like that yet, so yea. but it was really cute, hes shy and kinda quiet that i know of but hes so cute!! but enough babbling ima go eat and then find something to wear alright bye guys ;)

February 3rd- Audri How was your day.?

Hey gyus, Today was a very good day i had school FINALLY!! but i was in shop today, So anywhooz woke up at 7 sumthin i dnt remember i had a 2hr delay for school so i didnt go into school till 9:30 am and went straight to first period, i was a little late, but anyways then i went to my second period class, soo boringgg it was quick because she had to go to homeroom to get checked off for attendance so they could give us credit for being there. So yea then after that was lunch, it was gross i didnt eat.. i just talked a whole lot. lol wouldn't have time to eat anyways as much as i talked, so then after that had to go to hairdressing, had not that much to do today, i curled two people had to finish my creative set on a manican, and then i just sat and waited for the bell to ring, today was my last day in shop tomorrow its back to academics (im excited) <Lmao your probably OMG why.? its b/c i get tired at the end of every cycle alot of times, so this time im tired of hairdressing then the last couple days of academics i'll be tired of that... thats how it works with me, lol but after that i got on the bus, and went home, i was so hungryyy!! when i got home i ate ALOT! then watched my sister on the cp, then went to go watch t.v and showered then watched more t.v then came here. Lmao.. later im gonna go watch Jersey shore its 9:35 pm right now comes on in about 20 sumthn minutes... idk what this ones about this week. but anywhoz then ima probably fix my b-bag for school and go to bed.. excited for my academic ppl faces tomorrow. yeyy okai guna go now byeee :)

Feburary 2nd 2011- Audri What are you doing.?

Hey guys right now i am on the cp on you tube and writing this post ;) So today February 2nd is HIS birthday Happy birthday my love. I'll always love you no matter what happens. but anyways i have a plan speaking towards my last post. i will handle things easily maybe Friday or another day. But anyways im just no the computer and im about to go make banana bread with my mom and sister i guess, then i guess I'll come back and watch you tube videos? i guess, probably watch 2ne1 TV today because they entertain me and keep me happy. but anyways yea, cant wait to go bak to school.... i miss everyone i hate being home everyday having nothing to do all day. returning to the computer every other hour. its boring me. BUT ive finally discovered my problem, the reason im always still missing my ex and stuff is because right now ive always kept myself for him, meaning ive never made the chance to find someone else, or start other relationships or really find a permanent chance to MOVE ON. so that's made me hate the feeling of having no one to worry about besides myself. I want someone to love and care for like i had with my ex's from the past and my recent ex. I miss the feeling, and now that im single i find it selfish and rude to only care for my self. So i find myself wanting a relationship REALLY bad, but yea cant talk about this anymore, ttyl bye guys ; (sorry for complaining this past week)~ill stop from this post nd on~

Feburary 1st 2011- Audri What are you doing.?

Hello guys, right now i am doing worse then ever. me and my ex were both forced to stop talking to each other by our moms, So here is what happened, a while ago me and him were dating and we decided to have sex one day, it was not planned or anything it just HAPPENED! i cant go back in time and change that. I made a mistake by allowing that and setting a character for myself. Soon months after that my mother found out by a conversation her and my sister were having while i was not around. My mom came home asked me questioned me. And i told her why and how it happened. She was so mad she told me i was to never speak or see him again. Then the same day i found out from my sister that she had drove to his house and told his mother.. I had no idea it was happening. But it did. (my mother found out also that he was above the age level for me and it was considered statutory rape) she said she would not get him arrested though unless we never spoke to each other again. I was sad drained and felt like my life was over. I cannot take back what was done i only wish i could. but i cannot unfortunately. I miss him so much, and would like to talk to him about how it all happened. But my mother took my phone and deleted my face book. It feels like Karma. I just cant explain really my feelings towards this right no, but i know what i want, and that is to see him again. To me its like w.e happens i will always love him, have feelings for him, and miss him. And that is the truth and no matter what my mom does she cannot help or change that. So that is what happened..

!!Forever21 Cutesies!!

Janurary 30th 2011- Audri How was you day yesterday and what are you doing today right now.?

Hello guys, sorry about not blogging yesterday, but yesterday i woke up at around 9 and went to go brush my teeth and wash my face,then i went to go get dressed (had a struggle) ended up wearing a cropped black and grey striped shirt with a black tank top underneath and then also a pair of greenish type olive color pair of skinny cargo jeans from H&M and on my feet i wore these black flats my mom got me from wal-mart for $2 Lmao. but yea they have like studs and chains on the top of them there really cute. and i wore my northface (black) and i wore  a messy up do. ;) Then we went to go get my moms oil changed and then took my sister the mall for her friends b-day then me and my mom went to red robins to eat 9 (it was really good) me and my mom were talking and i forgot to tell her when i went over my cousins house for her bday my grandmother was there holding my 4 yr old sisters mothers new baby Aubrey  and when she arrived (my sisters mom (we have different mothers but he same father)) she brought the baby in so i was walking towards them and then my grandmother said "come look at your sisters" and im like WHOAH thinking to myself that's not my sister my dad never told me about her.. he never called and said Audri you have a new sister. so then my moms like OMG you should call your father and ask so i had called my father at his job and asked him and he says IDK.?? like are you serious how do you not know if thats your child.? and then he started saying he couldnt talk about it right now he'll call em later. so then after that me and my mom finish eating and we went to shop rite then wal-mart for groceries and etc.. we were supposed to be going to look for beds (b/c me and my sister are getting a new room) but we ended up not doing it. then we had to go back to the mall to pick up my sister, but my mom wanted to go to Layne Bryant in the mall so we waited for her. then i told my sister everything and she decided to call my sisters mom and ask if Aubrey was our sister. So my sister called and ask her and she said yes i broke out crying because i never knew and later that day i went to go give my 4yr old sister Tory her b-day present and the baby Aubrey was there and i basically treated her like nothing.. (but truth is shes my sister)!! but i didn't know so i cant feel that bad) but yea now i have four sisters (Unnie 14 [Regina]`~i call her unnie~, Jayde 13 Tory, 4, Aubrey 28 days old) Yey Im excited but yea. i couldn't believe it.. so my mom was happy to but the thing was my father is denying his own child and is acting like that because hes married and doesn't want his weak wife to find out about it! But its not like she'd care shes weak w.e he does to her she still stays with him.. so w.e.. But anyways then we went home. and me and unnie made cupcakes!! :) yumm and ate Chinese food ;) end of that day not today right now i am missing my sisters Tory Aubrey and Jayde i would like to see them all :) But yea so after this im going to clean my room and the house and then me my mom and sister are gonna go bed browsing and see which store has a better discount. so yea thats it that i know of right now . TTYL bye guys!!

Janurary 28th 2011- Audri what are you doing.?

Hello guys right now i am cooking with my sister, were making garlic broccoli & noodles. it also has like pepper salt, and E.V.O.O. in it. and stuff Its good :) so a lot happened yesterday I'll tell you in a category (Audri How are you doing.?) but lets just say it changed my life forever in a bad a way and now the people i live with are treating me differently i hate it and now hate my life... FML!! but anyways TTYL be bak tot ell you about yesterday if not tell you tommrow, Happy birthday TORY!! < my little sister :))

I miss you And i only want YOU!

The person i want is almost like an object in the store that is way to expensive.. like almost a million $ (because thats how much hes worth to me) but as much and as hard as you work to get that you have to remember you still have to take care of your self but soon after days and days of missing them you learn to become lazy, stressed, walled up and drained to the point where you can only trust your self now you feel yourself is the only one that understands and wont judge you over it. But in your head you keep thinking every second everyday of that thing you've always wanted causes you to cry half the time and wonder "didn't i work hard enough already.?" But you'll except crying b.c that thing means the world to you.. and its all you ever asked for.. and soon it'll be something you cant live without.

F21 Cutes and Cools!!

Janurary 25th 201- Audri How was your day.?

(2nd time attempting to write over) Hey guys, today was a very lonng tiring day but anyways this morning i woke up at 8 sumthin because i had an 1hr delay for school b.c it was snowing i guess kinda hard..? i dunno but yea this morning was good i got to text my love and our convo went good but we had kinda had a fuss but i cant lie are arguments always start becauz of me.. i get mad when i think or feel he doesnt care about something i said or did.. or whenever he says something that hurts my feelings i'll kinda get mad.. This is how i got mad.. so i asked him to do somthing for me he said he cant.. i said for mee babyy.? he said why? i said because youd do pretty much anything for me. he said nope.. i said oh for real.? (in a mad tone) and he just ignored my text so i got really mad... and we just had a bad convo there i guess.? but other than that i love waking up and getting to talk to him.. he makes me feel happy... yesterday i should've made a post but i ahd forgotten b.c i had the best day! texting him he made my day just great! b.c we had a fuss/argument free convo and he just started my day for me :).But moving no bak to today we texted alll dayyy while we both were at are schools (hes goes to another highschool then me) but anyways, we talked and talked and talked until we both got home and then later on while i was home ding hmwk we were still texting and we got into a fight again. and yes i started it.. i gotta stop doing tht. becuz im not pulling him in im pushing him away. ;'( and i love him dnt ever want to be without him <3 hes my world. but anyways we havent made up yet. he ignored my text again and idk if he'll text me latr or even tomorrow ;'( kind of depressed now.. but i still love him more then life itself and anything.. i want him to be the first for everything in our lives.. i want him to share his life with me and i'll so the same. <3 i love him alot... more then words can explain. there are no words actually to explain my love for him.. i just wish the best happens for us in the future. :'( ok bye guys..

Janurary 23 2011- Audri How was your day.?

Hello guys :( today wasn't that interesting or fun at all. I mostly did nothing. woke up at around 9 sumthn again and went to go brush my teeth and potty (TMI) but anyways yes then like a couple minutes later my mom said she'll cut my hair (trim i mean) so she did. so now i wait for my hair to grow. last night (Jan. 22nd 20110 as fun i didn't take pictures because i forgot my camera sorry guys. eh yea i wasn't that interesting really tho now tht i think about it. but yea anyways we had pork fried rice general chicken and broccoli and pasta with sauce and ground beef. It was good  -_- im hungry now... but in a way i didn't eat as much as i thought i would.. kinda wish i ate more. then i had a cupcake with whipped cream and a huge strawberry. And then i left.. and went home and slept i was exhausted, probably because i took benedril a little b4 cuz my allergies was bothering me.  But yea anyways... Then today i went to shoprite and browsed alittle. Ok so heres why i am soo kind of depressed in a way and so on... it is because the problems i am having with my ex are just putting me down everyday. I somewhat cant take it anymore.. i love him more then life itself. The only one i pictured the rest of my life with when i met him was him.. i wanted to have my first baby with him.. Get married to him... Buy our first house with him.. Go out somewhere with him (which is something we never really got to do) And etc.. i cry everytime i think about life with him. I'd be complete.. its hell without him... Its like i NEED him to survive in this world.. I dnt think its normal to think about the same person OVER n OVER n OVER again. Maybe that means true love.? But yea im drained in my own misery right now. I am trying right now to trust myself and what i think hope to know is right and the truth and not let others put me down or judge me over the situation.?? maybe that'll be better for me... But i just cant stop thinking about him. Its emotional.. I was watching Say yes to the dress yesterday looking at the couples and how happy they were together. wishing i could have something like that with my ex.. Because i believe and KNOW we were meant to last together. its like he was designed for me... i just need him in my life... I love him so much its hard to think of words to explain. there are no words to explain how much i love him.. my love for him is like a mother loving her own baby and beyond...  (emotional right now starting to tear up)  I just want to show him and tell him how i feel... ok thts it for today bye guys :(

Janurary 22nd 2011- Audri How was your day.? PART 2

 Sorry had to post this, or the cp would've crashed.. ok so yea i still have strongg feelings for my ex. i started crying because i cant help but not regret what i had with that boy.. its to strong and it changed the way i felt about life.. and when i was sitting there crying the almost truth came out... tht i am still in love with him.. and the reason (i think) for why he did the things he did to me.. and no i cant forgive or trust him yet.. but yes.. ok i'll talk to you guys later about it..... Im going to my cousins party...

Janurary 22nd 2011- Audri How was your day.?

Hellooo!! <3 So today  woke up at around 9:50 sumthnn i was sooo hot and uncomfortable. but yea got up walked to the bathroom then went to go eat cereal (yum) then after that came no the cp and watched u tube videos and etc. Then after that went to shower and brush my teeth.. i didnt do anything today. Umm today was a very sad emotional day for me at around 4-5 Becaus ei ahve to admit that i still love my ex (I AM IN LOVE WITH RUBEN GALARZA) there i said it...

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Janurary 21st 2011- Audri What are you Doing.?

Hey guys right no wi am on the computer editing my playlist.. for my blog.. as you can see if you go down and look to the right it is kinda dis placed buts its ok. The music is all Gd/T.O.P/2ne1/MissA/Secret/Sistar/ParkBom/Sandara/Gong Mingy/CL etc.. so anyways i know i am doing really bad at being fluent and fluently posting posts. I am very sorry! i usually just forget or dont even bother. Like i was supposed to remember to post a playlist like 3 days ago. but i kept forgetting. But anyways I am having problems right now. with my ex, so yea i am still talking to him.. i dont want to because i have no trust for him WHAT SO EVER! he um, told me i was the only one hes talking to right now, but idk whether to believe that or what because everything tht happened in the past :( but w.e fiends are telling me to leave him alone and move on but idk yet.. i guess right now im testign the waters to see if it was always meant to be.. because i dont wana regret not waiting for him.. i should have to because all the mean/ hurtful things hes done to me (questions.?- (http://www.formspring.me/AudriMWAH) but yea i should not even waste my time. but im risking.. So anyways todays my dads birthday Happy birthday DAD. and then tomorow im gonna be going to my cousins birthday party she just turned 14 :) so yea i'll be there.. if i have my camera i will take picstures and post.. if i have the time or energy HaHa , im sorry but i doubt i will. but i will post pictures!! if any. So yea later im probably gonna do something, Im bout to go take a shower and do makeup and my hair.. i thnk i should wash my hair AGAIN! but idk.. i will have videos on youtube as soon as a i buy a new sd card. :) Okai thts it for today bye guys! <3

TAG!!- Your most inspired outfit!!

The cropped Jean Jacket

I would prefer a black long sleeve shirt but couldnt find one so i used this,

The black leggings

I wouldnt prefer the studs but just a plain black boot would go good with this :) maybe even in a dark choco brown.

You should always emphasize on a good long necklace.

And in relaity the bag ALWAYS completes the look.